[ Huaisang didn't so much as mind, feeling himself relax even more into him, even closing his eyes for a bit. Even after the trial he hadn't so much as felt anything other than tension, still wired up from everything that had happened.

It made him realize he had hardly any time to properly sort out his feelings concerning the death of his friend. Usually he's been pretty good at making sure he wasn't pushing himself all that hard, but it was essentially extenuating circumstances where this place was concerned. ]

Mm...I suppose that is true. It's been really hard, and I think I was trying my best, but it's nice not to have to do any of that right now.