[ For a second when McGillis hadn't, Huaisang's movement froze, expression unreadable. But upon feeling the grip slack, he pulls his hand back just a bit, and he'll allow a weariness to come to mask his confusion well.
It is without a doubt McGillis is the type to toss people to the side, but he's still his own person. He's not ... ]
...I don't know.
[ He can feel himself retreat a little. But, his hand will lightly touch his own wrist.
He can choose to make a clean break right now, if he wants. He almost did. It'd make it easier, make it feel less complicated. But is it what he wants? He doesn't know. But he can find out, even if feels like agony to be truly honest.
However, if he knows, he will be ever the more certain where they stand. And where he can go from there. So he allows a lengthy pause, mentally preparing himself for each outcome he can think of, before he continues. ]
I just said that without thinking. I...really hate the idea of anyone trying to decide anything for me. I also can't say I ever thought I had control over anyone's actions or fate. But despite everything, I don't want this to end as it is.
Even if I can't forget about what happened. I'm not expecting an apology from you, and I've no regrets about what I did a second ago. But, even if there are many situations and things I can pretend my own way through... I can't just pretend that in the end every single moment we spent meant nothing. Can you?
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It is without a doubt McGillis is the type to toss people to the side, but he's still his own person. He's not ... ]
...I don't know.
[ He can feel himself retreat a little. But, his hand will lightly touch his own wrist.
He can choose to make a clean break right now, if he wants. He almost did. It'd make it easier, make it feel less complicated. But is it what he wants? He doesn't know. But he can find out, even if feels like agony to be truly honest.
However, if he knows, he will be ever the more certain where they stand. And where he can go from there. So he allows a lengthy pause, mentally preparing himself for each outcome he can think of, before he continues. ]
I just said that without thinking. I...really hate the idea of anyone trying to decide anything for me. I also can't say I ever thought I had control over anyone's actions or fate. But despite everything, I don't want this to end as it is.
Even if I can't forget about what happened. I'm not expecting an apology from you, and I've no regrets about what I did a second ago. But, even if there are many situations and things I can pretend my own way through... I can't just pretend that in the end every single moment we spent meant nothing. Can you?