[It's not that. All the pancakes in the world, and the kindness of the people here, and the way Yor and Tenn still smile, all of those things - he hasn't earned them. He doesn't know what he can do to earn them.
But Suga doesn't know how to express all of that, so instead he just writes:]
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But Suga doesn't know how to express all of that, so instead he just writes:]
Thank you